21th of October 2010

3 day more I'll depart to Genting Highlands...Damn expecting for this trip...haha~
What shall I need to prepare?
I never think about this question...xD~

I hate apa apa Senaman Risioko...X.x...
After the bell rang, we all gathered at the school field...
That stupid teacher called us to dance Malay Dance...==III...

At that time, I'm still waiting for the recess time...
But it's hopeless...sigh~
Luckily, after recess time Ms. Eng brought me to Science Lab finish the Peka...
Half an hours later, I finished this job...
Then I went to Bilik SPPT for helping...

It's at least better than stay at Dewan Bestari...haha
Not only but also, today Sidney is along with me at Bilik SPPT...xD~
Finally, got someone chat with me at there...

Later I still need off for asking about the clots that design by our class...
After that, go to KokLian house...
2morow, I'll go to Frim for playing badminton...
It's such a long time I don't have play badminton alrdy, don't know I still can smack or not...haha~
But I think still ok d lar...haha~
After this, if still have time I'll go in to the school for helping Ms. Eng...

This few day I very easily to fell asleep...haha~
I love this type of life style...
Just lets bygone be bygone, set about the new journey without further ado...
The fat lady sang already, it means nothing can change already...
We can't change the pass, but we change change our future...
We must control our fate, do not control by the fate......

20th of October 2010

很久没去当助教了...
昨天的感觉,学生还对我影响深刻...
而且他们多了个"仇人"...
对......就连学生也对他不满,更何况我们这班助教?
嗨~...他真是个可怜种......

最近都很早睡...
我的时间都被完全填满...
很累...很累...但是却很好睡...

昨天我又发了一个梦...
他把我带进另一个人的梦,我很清楚的看到当时所发生的事情...
这一切很真实,并不像是在做梦...
到底这梦是真实的吗......?

我很像有变回最原始的我,对什么都不感兴趣...
冰冷的思想,冰冷的举动...
对于任何事,都不会有太大的反应...
伪装自己的情绪,欺骗别人的肉眼...

明年就要上高中班了...
我想要拿的科目?
科学系还是艺术系?
迷糊中...
但很多老师都告诉过我,我的数学和科学一路来都很好...
不选科学系简直就是浪费...
但我唯一的缺点就是很懒惰...

但是我明明有交他们的功课地喔...
做么他们懂我懒的?
Tan S.S 和 Ms.Eng 都说我的反应和学习能力非常快...
但就是很懒惰...
其实,我很想说:"没办法,天生的."
还有些老师说我口花花...
但这,也是天生的吗...
没变...嗨~

最近Taylor Swift又有新歌了, Back to December 和 Speak Now...
Back to December这首歌,不知什么原因...
我就很喜欢听...
就很想是从春天突然把你带去寒冷的冬天...
同时间,我也在冬天里徘徊...
怎样走,怎样跑...
都出不去...也可以说是迷茫中吧...

但,我就是喜欢这种感觉...
孤单和寂寞的感觉......

hor~想不到那班拷贝猫改去早我们三天上噢...哈哈~
原本迟我们一天上变造我们三天...真有趣...
这班人类真是有趣...死都不认永远只是只拷贝猫...
就连酒店都要人帮忙...可能走廊是个不错的地方让这班猫休息的地方...
哇哈哈哈~

19th October 2010

5.40a.m. - 起床了,睡醒了,梦醒了...一个让我知道了说有真相的梦...这一切是真实的吗?命运是人改变,而不是命运操纵人...不能改变过去,但能改变未来...我醒了......
6.13a.m. - 洗澡完了,今天我根本不打算去学校...但,Ms.Eng待会儿要我练习完后去学校帮她...放学后还得去超级当助教...
6.15a.m. - 我又再沉思......
6.19a.m. - 生气别人是对自己最大的惩罚,选择原谅与宽恕反而是中解脱...时间也不会为了我而等候...

祝福你~xD


12.38p.m. - 从Frim回来了,网球?才那两三个小时...平时的我根本就不觉得累...但......

等下还得去超级当助教...xD~
今晚回到家肯定会睡到很熟...
如果天天能如此不是很好?充分的利用完我的时间...哈哈~

对不起nia Ms.Eng...xD~
刚才太累了,没回到学校帮忙...hehe~

云顶之旅--->倒数5天......

18th of October 2010

15th of October, after school -> Boon along with me back to my grandma house, then Jusgo (watching movie "ChildEye"), after that Hing's house (BBQ)... Damn nice day~! haha

16th of October, the tennis practice absurdly canceled b'cuz of.......haiz~ But luckily my grandma bought the breakfast for me edi... Thx god~

17th of October, went to Super tuition central for meeting... Around 2.30p.m. tutor Hao fetched KokLian, YeeLing, Ms Koko and tutor Han to Ehsan there for sending the advertisement paper... No wonder it's not a perfect days, but tutor Hao paid for us to eat "Pao Bing"... YeeLing told something too, lets me realize a thing too... I hate that why my brain can turn so fast...

18th of October, went to school... What a boring day...==III... No electric current flowed through so I can't help ms.Eng... So, tomorrow after tennis I still need back to school for helping her... Then, after this I should go to Super for duty...

You're lying to me..... You're trying to camouflage it, but I saw the 1st post that you wrote...Morning,laughing,loving and lying... Honest this words is not suitable for you... I won't tell the other who are you, but I can ensure that......you sure will know about it, and why u want to lie on me?...ng

14th of October 2010

PMR is over already...
I sit and wait, nothing can I do...
I'm attempt to fill up my empty time...
But how can I?
Doesn't an angel contemplate on my fate...
A salvation lets their wings unfold...
Hiding will never, the guns gonna get me for sure...

Like mama would say, everything will be okay...
All I hear 3, 2, 1 the scream from the guns...
And all I feel is 1, 2, 3 my bloods start to bleed...
Smell of roses on my feat, that we're still we...

It was amazing said I were lucky, that I found you...
I was on a rainy that we met, you didn't have a place to go...
You just told me to keep you from the cold...
And I'm just down, you left me with a note without a sound...
I figured out I must been such a child...
You never know how much I've been around...

I'll go on without a sound,
like a fool who's too sure...
I'm like a bird without her wing,
a fire without it flame...
Now that is gone...
What's left of us this composition...

Do you think time would pass me by?
Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles...
And now I'm gonna rest for a million years...
Cuz every things so wrong, and I don't belong living in your precious memory...

I can't tell you what is really is, I can only tell you what it feels like...
It's so insane cuz when it's going good it's going great......
I've learned the hard way to never let it get far...
And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong...
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone...

I'm just a fool, just a fool now and always...
Back up myself continue for my journey...

07th of October 2010

Wow~ Darn it!!! today after science paper 2, I bitten by a dog...==III
My long pants give the stupid dog tear till formed a holes...==...Sigh~...

Haha~ This times PMR is quiet easier than Pra-PMR...xD~
Sej just 5 question wrong only! Holy Mama! haha~
Science just 2 wrong only! Unbelievable!!!

03th October 2010

PMR just 2 days more...
I never scare, but I'm worry about my B.M...sigh~
If didn't wrong, B.M is my worst subject! >.<
No more cheating, no more playing h2o...

Math, Science, Sej, Geo, K.H, B.I... These subject I think ok edi lar...xD~
80% also A, 100% also A...
So....hahaha~ 80% enough for me...xD~