时光沙漏~五年时间

五年了,这五年里面有时候觉得时间匆匆而过,有时候却度日如年...
我还记得当我五年级从中华小学转校进蒂莎再也华小时所发生的事,
当时我什么人都不认识,一切都从零开始...
去到补习中心时第二天就冒犯了补习老师...哈哈~ "张老师"小学有跟我补习过应该会懂是谁..xD
吃午饭时她还叫我,跟别人分开坐,坐在一张幼儿生所坐的位子...

一开始,我还以为是老师玩针对,但日子久了才知道她是在教育着我...
想起那时后的我,应该算是蛮讨人厌的...哈哈
六年级,范老师和范"哥哥"对我的UPSR成绩都抱着很大的希望,甚至以为我可以全科"A".
可是成绩出来却拿不完... 想知道我那多少"A"呀? 去问人啊,或可以亲自来问我本人...^^
范老师,我诚实点在这里告诉你啦,我在考UPSR这段时间完全在家没碰过书本...xD

Form 1 咯,一个人傻傻的上到了中学,小学跟我同班的同学全部都在普通班...
只剩下我独自一人...
当然那年也认识很多人,但也有很多人那时候不爽我...
Koo Shuk Jin 就是其中一位,我还记得当我Form 2值班时,她走进图使馆看到我就说了:"胃中!" 然后就掉头走...
我没记错哦? 我的好"姐姐"..xD
在Form 1我也认识一位死肥婆曾莉芳,她的答案蛮准确的..哈哈

Form 2, 平平凡凡的一年,但是人际关系开始变好,认识了一班好友...
当时后也认识了江凌这"女儿"还有一班人...

Form 3, 人生最大的转折点,对于之前所做过的事觉得幼稚,也有点好笑...
发生了一些事,但这次的事拿到疤痕永远不会消失,我也开始应为这件事开始平静了许多...
之前相似鸡屁股般说不停,现在却聆听多过说话...
也应为改变了也认识另一班人,和之前一班人不是很熟悉的人开始慢慢地熟悉起来...
今年也慢慢开始对扯铃逐渐失去了兴趣,找不回以前一班朋友的快感,也失迷失了目标...嗨~
加上我说了出来可能会冒犯教练您,之前Sin Yee不是想要跟你掏薪水的,其实她想要拿这笔钱去借她的姐姐去应急的......嗨~

哈哈,未来的几年,几十年还会发生什么事? 我自己也不知道哦.. 嘻嘻~

The Curve~April 23, 2010~ Cheong K groups

昨天我们整班傻佬在去The Curve的时候在巴士站那儿等了将近两个小时的巴士..sigh~
那个司机有够搞笑的,他特地兜一个大圈就为了买他的早餐...==III..
我们这群傻佬9.00a.m++出门11.00a.m++才到达The Curve..haiz..
还有家镇第一次没有穿ah pak衣服leh..xD~

我们到达那儿时,Terrence第一件事就是去书局那儿买书..
反正我们没东西做,也只好一起啦...
我在那边用书局的电脑查到基本成人刊..wakaka~书名是 《f***》和一系列的..
那书局的书真的是有够贵,但是如果在那边读书是一个很好的地方..^^

昨天振兴真的是~够帅!!!他唱歌的时候更是吓死人!!!扫场啊!!! wakaka~
长大后可以去当明星了..哈哈~我第一个去支持..xD
我到现在还很好奇的是,为什么当我遇到ShuZen,HuiSin她们,她们就马上笑?
衣服的问题? 好心吗,我那件衣服不信会输过她们所穿的,怎样都是在PADINI买的..嘻嘻~

有时候跟慧心她们这般出去还好过跟莉媚她们,至少她们不会掩饰自己的表情..haha~
对于我来说,有朋友已经是一种小小的幸福..wakaka~ 有点天真吧..
有些人在以前认识我的时候觉得我很幽默风趣,其实我一点都不喜欢做这些东西..
只是在模仿其他人而已..haha~..
我不喜欢说话,只是喜欢听别人说话..
有时候仔细的聆听会比平时说话时体会到更多的东西...
最近少说了,听的自然也比较多..嘻嘻

回去那时男生女生都一起坐巴士回,但是我们傻傻地走了很久都找不到巴士站..
最后就只好坐德士啦~RM15回到Jusgo,Kepong有点贵呢..不过不用紧啦..
我也在Jusgo的Dry Cut剪了头发呢..wakaka
Terrence的哥哥载我跟家镇回Desa的BHP油站那儿..
JiaXin的姐姐也在呢..haha..她还误会我跟她有东西...真是个美丽的误会..wakaka

昨天也是学校的运动会,听说很多人都买不到去体育馆的车票...Yuan wong lolx~wakaka..
雪妮那傻傻的傻婆传简讯跟我说其实也不是很多人去而已..
问我? 我不懂...haha
最近体能有点下降了,嗨~可悲...
是时候要锻炼回以前那健壮的体格咯..
早上才做了掌上压30下就已经觉得累,以前还可以连续做150-200多下..要认老了吗?haha

这些平静的日子还会有多少呢?
谁也不懂..haha

童话故事

有人说用英文写部落格很难看? 会吗?
不好意思啊... 应为英文较方便书写..嘻嘻~......

童话故事中公主与王子的浪漫的奇妙的经历会发生在现实世界吗?
童话故事中的公主是纯洁可爱的,现实中会又有多少人能遇到?
有人说会和天使般的公主会在现实中出现,有些人则相反...
我却觉得不会有可能,但............


很久很久以前,在猪城中住着一位猪公主.
猪公主本性善良,可爱,天真和活泼.
她也和其他人都一样渴望能得到童话故事中公主和王子的经历.
希望能轰轰烈烈的爱一场.
有一天猪公主终于等到了爱神的宠幸,让他遇见了一位身穿白衣的王子.
那王子虽然英俊,可是却非常的花心.
他彻底的伤了猪公主的心,猪公主顿时掉进了黑白的世界.

在她的世界里面失去了希望,失去了颜色.
往日灿烂的笑容也因此消失了.
刚巧在那时猪公主遇上了一位雕刻工匠,雕刻工匠希望能帮着公主带离这黑白的世界,
从新找回她所失去的希望和颜色.
这名工匠尝试了很多方法都无法把猪公主的伤口修补回去.
工匠知道就算能修得再完美都好,也是还会有一道疤痕的留下.

一分一秒的过去,公主的伤渐渐痊愈.除此之外,猪公主也同时和那名工匠有了感情.
他们俩就因此开始尝试交往.
这名工匠因太疼爱这名公主,当他知道自己患了绝症的时候.
她决定和公主分开.公主也因此事恨透了这名工匠.
工匠之前所做出幼稚的行为,都是因为紧张公主和太爱公主.
但公主却因此对工匠开始反感...

由于公主美貌出众,当她和工匠分开后无时无刻都有痴心汉围绕着公主.
这名工匠只好在公主的背后默默地守护着公主.
不久后,猪公主认识了一名富商和一位强盗.
公主对两位都很有感觉,所以决定开始和他们俩一起交往.
工匠事后两天才知道这件事情,而那名富商和强盗对于公主如此的决定毫不知情.
工匠不断地犹豫着是否要把此事告诉富商,工匠就一天拖一天...

两个星期后,强盗知道了此事,富商也同时知道了此事.
强盗非常生气的去找富商问个清楚.
富商承认了,强盗气冲冲的回去家里.
猪公主不久后,接到别人的通知,知道了他们俩都知道了此事.
公主不懂该如何是好,只好放弃富商选择强盗.
富商也傻傻的接受了这事实.

这件事很快的就传到满城都知道.人们都认为公主变了...
她不再是以前活泼,天真,可爱的公主.工匠也认同了此说法...
工匠事后去问候公主,
公主说:"何止是他们俩受了伤,我也是".
工匠从此对公主失望...工匠从此只在书信上和公主联络...
当公主有事时去当无名小将帮公主解决一些事情...

公主以后改如何是好?公主不知道,工匠更加不用说.
富商和强盗都受伤了,工匠想帮忙但怕越帮越忙和怕公主会不喜欢只好在背后替富商疗伤.
强盗那儿有一群道友为他治疗..公主那儿有一群好姐妹为她打气,但公主的名声已经臭名远播.
以后的路该如何走下去,都要看公主日后的抉择.是好是坏都没人懂.
所谓:"路是人走出来的!",人谁无过?,只要肯该"失败乃成功之母!"..
公主永远不会孤单奋斗......

falled into history

Whatever you all people say, I didn't believe you all.
I know you all know everything that I don't know.
But no one's gonna tell me what I should do.
Confined by love.

Now our days seem strange,
I guess your heart was bound to change.
I feel out, I feel out you and me.
You're fading from the memory and too falling from the history.

I never thought what I'd say, that I don't really miss you.
I breathed your breath through me.
Till me I don't remember why and how to hurt for you.

Love's pain has gone, and I'm finally hanging it there.
All of the pain also gone too..
I was stupid, I was dumb, I was lying to my-self before.

In this world never have fair this things. Before don't have, now also don't have...
Not only you're falling from the history, me too.
Last times when i was hurt, I wanted you be there. I wanted you..
But you never came..

~Sigh.......

Nobody's Home

Now I'm living in the darkness again,
This place no lights, no warms & just all empty spirit's people who living at here too..
My eye sight was fully filled by darkness..
Friend? Now it's meaningless..

The fallen from the black roses petal, stand for the end of the life..
Lastly, we're also  separate in different places.
Is it break up delegate for the end of the friendships?
Is it misunderstand equal to the end of the friendships too?
Now it's meaningless too..

Now I had go back to origin of my life.
I don't like to talk and playing..
Every days stare to the sky thinking nothing..
 
With no place to go,no place to go to dry my eye. Broken inside...
Want to go home, but nobody's home.
I can't find my dreams, losing my minds and fallen from grace......

Want to go home, but nobody's home...

lost & insecure

Long time didn't update my blog,
all juz b'cuz many things had happen during this time.
I don't know what will be happen next.
I had lost & insecure...

Fairy tales no more interesting, idiot chit chat no more longer...
I'm trying, trying to walk away,
but it's failed.
Walking back from the tuition central, raining continue drops on the surface of the road..
All these things, just lets me remind all of the memory we together.
What you said, I'll remember it as long as I can.

Maybe I'm dumb, I'm foolish & I'm idiot.
But I never regret. Cuz you know that all of these memory it don't have a price.
You're an angel and also a demon, you found me after that you discard me...
Left me face all the things by my own, happy, unhappy also by lone..

Now I'm living in the darkness again, I felt have a feel to cry...
But I can't, nobody will know me what I thinking about..
Now I hope that the time can stop and rewind to the origin...
Lets me to make it right..
But it's too late, I have broken......

tired

Primary School, Secondary School, Form 1, Form 2 & now Form 3.
Every years, every days, every hours, every minute and every seconds.
The time won't stop for everyone, it just will continue, continue and continue.
I was tired through all these things had happen. Put down all of my arm, return to my nature.

I don't want left behind, I've left been so blind.
Can't we put this back together.
Now, no more empty promises.
Just me out in the open.
I know this will take some time.
Can one last chance to make it right.

Every tear drops on the floor,
just like give a knife thrust inside my body.
This things not yet end, the second things was happen.
All of these will never be stop.

Now I just hope that no argue and no misunderstanding.
Cherish all of the piece moment we together.
I was tired... Hoping that have a place to give me rest.
Rest for a long time until all of my power recover.......