lost & insecure

Long time didn't update my blog,
all juz b'cuz many things had happen during this time.
I don't know what will be happen next.
I had lost & insecure...

Fairy tales no more interesting, idiot chit chat no more longer...
I'm trying, trying to walk away,
but it's failed.
Walking back from the tuition central, raining continue drops on the surface of the road..
All these things, just lets me remind all of the memory we together.
What you said, I'll remember it as long as I can.

Maybe I'm dumb, I'm foolish & I'm idiot.
But I never regret. Cuz you know that all of these memory it don't have a price.
You're an angel and also a demon, you found me after that you discard me...
Left me face all the things by my own, happy, unhappy also by lone..

Now I'm living in the darkness again, I felt have a feel to cry...
But I can't, nobody will know me what I thinking about..
Now I hope that the time can stop and rewind to the origin...
Lets me to make it right..
But it's too late, I have broken......