Piano

2day after school i went to Ong Zhi's house learned piano..
Origin Im just wanna to learn "River Flows In You" & "Love Story" (Taylor Swift),
But after I try, just knew that must learn from the basic 1st.^^
Luckily I still have a bit endowment..wakaka~

2day I had learned a lot, not only "River Flows In You" ( just the starting part only lar).
Im also learned that the most easiness ones "Little Star" & still have "For Elise"'s starting part..wakaka
Im really a genius. joking oni^^

If not just now started raining, I think I can stay at his house for a long time.
But I don't know his mom after I had back to home got scold him or not lar... Pai seh wor..
Do you all know why I wanna suddenly interest in piano.
All just because a promised. This is another promises I had promise to her, maybe she already forgot but I will realize the promised whether any block..

Not only but also, 2day is my Birthday too, I had received a lot of present from my friends.
Thx lar to who had been giving the gift to me.^^
Maybe the gift are not very expensive, but it's showing the intention of my friends.
Some of them still sang Birthday Song to me,  although Im not very acquaintance with them.^^
However thank you again to them.xD

A little girl wrote a Birthday Card to me, inside the Birthday card wrote
 " Friends come in many shapes & sizes. They can be a sister or a mother. We cherish them all the same. We love them all like no other. We share the laughter & the tears. Together through the ups & downs that come. A friend makes us realize, that 2 is better than 1!!!" From "The vampire girl" Carmen
And she also wrote "Nothing will be the sms" From "Twilight"
Thx lar Carmen although ur drawing skill still need improve lar..xD~

Maybe this ain't a perfect Birthday, but at least is a happy days.
Thank you all my friends.xD

Birthday gone, my mom too...
Involuntary my mom had leave me 5 years ago...
This Sun I need go back to K.L hold a memorial ceremony for my dearest mom.
All of the things keep there for me traps in the memory......

Promise

五年前一个被遗忘又被记起的承诺.
一个母亲与孩儿的承诺.
遗忘了...触犯了承诺的条规..
记起来了.

这承诺永远不会结束...
活好当下,永不放弃所有的希望,珍惜现在所有的人.
我必须办到..!
迟来的记忆从此刻开始.
就算有多艰难都要完成最后的承诺...

^^

每个人的忍耐是有限的.
当你触碰了我的底线,我将会毫不犹豫地反击.
尽然喜欢耍人,以其人之道还其人之身.^
尽然喜爱玩耍,耍了后又说只是玩爽.
如此,同样的道理也是向你们学习.

过分?只不过是彼此彼此,
诺说不是有意,吾也一样.
真相中的谎言,谎言中的真相.
心死前先要死心.
两方中吾不为人说难,也不在意.
任君喜欢选择相信那方.
吾无有任怨.

Du Lan Tan Yee Han!!!

U wont connect with me next times on network!!!
This not the 1st times u didnt reply message!!!
I dont know this times u still have what excuse...
But also just I dont know wanna reply what or no credit or Im charging my handphone...
Now this times I think u are dont one to reply right?!
However never minds, now I had block u on Facebook & MSN..
Apart from that, I had delete your number too!!!
I wont find u again whether at school or what!!!
I also wont reply you any things whatever you ask!!!
Du Lan You TAN YEE HAN!!!
This times I wont forgive!!!
I promise...
And next times, u go I wont go!
I think u same right...>.<

Jusgo Metro Prima, Kepong ～死GaY佬一日游～

昨天18 March 10, 我们一大班死gay佬跑去了Jusgo..
我跟宇昇说好12.30p.m到popular等,怎知道那时我们俩都抵达了,
他带着顶帽坐在PMR区域的地上看书,我却在卖用具的区域买Seni Folio 所需要的用具材料..
到最终,他坐到不耐烦了去公共电话亭拨电找我才知我已在里面..
够白痴,两个傻佬在小小的书局也找不到人..
我们在YAMAHA店面那儿遇上了莉芳他们..
当所有人已经到齐,就只剩下仁凯还在巴士站等巴..

全部人到齐咯,开始争议要看那套戏..
莉芳因前天跟了伟明她们看了Alice in Wonderland所以不想再看.
也可能上次跟OYC在Sunway恐怖的经验,当宇昇说跟他看别套戏时她拒绝了.
她也只好跟我们看Alice in Wonderland..
这套戏不会很精彩但内容还过得去啦..
最难得在同一天竟然也碰上了显忠,现在有够帅.
女友通街都是.^^

看完戏,Yi Sin他们回咯.
我们又遇上了Rignesh & Tan Chu Wei..真难得一天内不约而同遇上了许多朋友..
当然看完戏,饿了啦.走去KFC享用美味的午餐.
不懂为何,吃饱了后可能太空闲,我们开始拍戏..^^

预知详情浏览以下的网址
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1148497491933&ref=mf      (‘恺恺&昇昇之真情告白篇’)
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1148504012096&ref=mf      ('GaY佬三角娈’)

今天同时也是TPR的生日,但我却连一句生日快乐都不想跟他说..
算了,不想提到他..
拍完戏后,仁凯想要买篮球,我们便一同陪伴他去买啦.
买了篮球后全宝要买校靴,也只好一起啦..
同时我也赶着回去准备补习..
幸好在巴士站时,又遇见伟建.^^
有顺风车当然好呀...也因时间太紧抽,我只好跟他借自行车啦..
回到家,去补习难得竟然没迟到.^^

今天星期五虽然没补习,但也得帮忙宇昇去叫人.
星期六可能又要去他家办烧烤派对.
我最不爽的是,他叫我去通知他"女儿"陈仪涵,因他没手提电话.
我发了简讯通知,却又没回复!!!

我的底线她已经远远超过!我已经把她的号码删除,并把她MSN的帐号block了.
以后别想我在回你任何简讯!!!

nia ma ji bie, chao ji bai, so hai, ji bai kia, zhong nia fan shu, 8 7, 3 8, dei neng, die bee, mang nia ba hiong lan!!!

Birthday?

My birthdays is coming soon 1 week more...
This year? I donno what will happen..
Just lets it happen by nature..^^
However, Im just can ensure that I nt will down by easily..


Start from my mom gone, i had prepared what will happen on future..
All b'cuz I no choice..
My family tree there, my uncle, my aunt (father that sides) all look down on me...
If Im down, what will be next?
I cant imagine it..
My dad? He is also cant work few years ago..
His property also will divide by 4 part give my others bro & also me..


But I not hope it will become true..
What I wrote on here, is just for vent, I not need you all sympathize..
What Im feeling, you all not will know..
.
Who try to block my ways, I'll lets that guys down 1st..


My birthday? Which of the days my mother suffering on painful..
What my wish? If can, Im just wanna my mom can re-life again..
But it will never happens in real world..
Happy family is that so hard to achieve?

Sometimes I  wanna cry..
But I cant cry infront u all..
Tear drops inside my heart no one will know..
Im fortunate, but most of you more felicity..

My-self My own

Every days when I wake up.
Im tugging at my short hair,
Im standing infront of the fan.
Just wanna keep my cool.
Im searching for the words inside my head.
Trying to be perfect.
Cuz I know you are worth it.

If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow with you every night.
I wanna be with you every days.
Am I squeezing you too tight. haha
I shutter, I stumble for few days before...~wow~

If I could say what I want to see,
I wanna see the day I go down on one knee put the ring out say I Love U to you.
Yes!
Im wishing my life like this.
With these things I will never say...^^

Too much of things need I handle,
You don't know trouble.
But Im a paradice of scandal.
Where are the hopes, where are the dreams?
Im missing the ways.

I finally see all my hopes & dreams again.
I found my hopes, I found my dreams.
My price scene,
Now everybody gonna see.

一切已经决定回不了头,也难以前进.
我们背对背队的滥用沉默在咆哮.
两个人的心里能塞几个问好.
怀念以前无谓的吵架.
好想我们的原点.
心里的泪水将我淹没,办不到的承诺就成了枷锁.
如果我说,我不爱她也不再想她.
只是对着自己愚蠢的欺骗.
幸福永远都是在缺货.

笑着难过自我麻木.
潜意识错过的真爱就是你.
为何你却让沉默代替所有的回答.
不懂爱恨情愁的我们.
到底对爱的了解有多深?
之前你有多痛,痛有多浓.
失去了才懂.

对我来说,一切不在乎能拥有天长地久.
只要努力的尝试过,就算是只有短短地几秒钟.
也已经足够,能当过你的天使是我的荣幸.
尽然还是好朋友,为何还要逃避.
难道逃避就能平息所有的脉搏.

如果说我不再爱你根本就是在说谎.
我会在当你伤心难过的时候永远陪伴着你.
当你的小丑,默默地逗你笑.
当你淹没,我会化成你的陆地...