My-self My own

Every days when I wake up.
Im tugging at my short hair,
Im standing infront of the fan.
Just wanna keep my cool.
Im searching for the words inside my head.
Trying to be perfect.
Cuz I know you are worth it.

If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow with you every night.
I wanna be with you every days.
Am I squeezing you too tight. haha
I shutter, I stumble for few days before...~wow~

If I could say what I want to see,
I wanna see the day I go down on one knee put the ring out say I Love U to you.
Yes!
Im wishing my life like this.
With these things I will never say...^^

Too much of things need I handle,
You don't know trouble.
But Im a paradice of scandal.
Where are the hopes, where are the dreams?
Im missing the ways.

I finally see all my hopes & dreams again.
I found my hopes, I found my dreams.
My price scene,
Now everybody gonna see.